the past

This might be my last post with pictures for awhile and this one is a tad different than most.  This week at work I have had a LOT of time on my hands.  So while semi-trying to figure out how to get photos to my blog I found a link to old phone photos.  Oh wow.   This post doesn't have any photos of the boys.  None.  Instead, these are some of the screen shots and the memes that I had from YEARS ago.  Like a previous, buried life, years ago.  I had so many pictures of songs and screen shots from texts - it has been nuts to go through some of the memories.  So this will be another post of random ass photos and captions. 

ALSO - I am still going to figure this blog thing out.  I enjoy reading about the past two much to stop.  SOOOOO....if you are reading this and you can help me with my photo issue - please reach out.



I understand why I saved this photo.  I still feel the same.

Holy Fuck.  Can I please be in shape again. I am missing my skinny life.

still holds true today.

Oh. my. goodness.  I LOVE Celia.  I had to send her a copy of this picture too.  oh....the days of working on the floor.

Rouzer - I feel like we can relate to this PERFECTLY.



One of my favorites and made me smile when I reread it all of these years later.

Does this even need a caption?

One of the many....MANY....songs that I had in my photos. 

I am not really sure how I feel about this one anymore.  In the past few years I have been through a lot of loss that has caused a lot of pain.  Sometimes numbing the pain is the thing to do in order to get some time between you and the loss.

After the week that I have had I could not think of something better to say.  Clearly things change but my guardian angel is still fucked up.

I just needed to add more pictures so I don't have to remind myself to get my shit together.

Um hello....I LOVED that mirror.  I eyed it forever at Target until it went on sale.  And look at my old bathroom in the background.

Why do I save stuff like this?!  LOL

I need this one today....to get my ass back into the GYM.



This was my favorite Halloween.  AND what a great picture of Erin.

I wish I had this print in my hands.

Please note my trusty laptop to the left.  Ohhh....I loved having vodka and juice to get me through sometimes.  Don't judge.  I was a single mom with twins.



Trying to figure it all out.  I never did.  I just moved from one day to the next....but maybe I was self aware that I was completely lost.