1. My mom went to ballet
It has been awhile since my mom made an appearance at ballet. She finally felt good enough to make the trip. It was nice to have someone to sit and talk with during class. Grateful that she is feeling better. We were both SPENT once I got home.
2. My middle child is such an airhead
He lost his NEW COAT. Holy hell I can't believe it -- or maybe I can. He wrote out 25 sentences but I don't think that punishment affected him much. Last night I told him that if his coat doesn't come home he will have to use his own money to buy one. That is when the tears started to flow.
Cameron is my saver and the thought of "wasting his money" on a new coat just put him over the edge. I have faith that his coat will turn up but holy -- enough with losing his coats!!
Vacation is booked. We are headed to Sandals for a 4 night, kid-less stay in the Bahamas. Um...... I AM SO EXCITED!!!!
4. An hour is over of my work day
It has been a slow hour....and now I only have 8 left. That is great news. And during those 8 I hope to have some fabulous, free lunch.
5.
For the past 24 hours I have had an anxious mind. I have to go for another ultrasound on my breast lump on Friday. My mind is going crazy and if I have to get a biopsy I will need a xanax to get through the rest of the day. I am not going to try and put a positive spin on this. I thought about it and thought about it and of course I am grateful for Natalie, Dr. Goulet, the people who will do the scan, the techs, the radiologist ...I am grateful for their schooling, for the care.... of course I am.
I am scared. A bit close to terrified. And if they want to do a biopsy I might just have tears in my eyes....or rolling down my checks. I thought about not even posting this until I know the results BUT I use this blog sort of as a diary. And this is something that I want to document. Somethings you just are not grateful for.....like cancer. At least I am not. Not right now.
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